Sunday, May 3, 2009 Y 11:15 PM
No more fever. So glad. Thou still having slight cough. Went out today and saw somebody which i do not wish to see. 8 years and he is still the same. Childish! Following me all the way since we met face to face at the food court. Lucky my parents was somewhere nearby. Therefore called and they came to my rescue! He still recognised me. Proved that i have yet to change since primary school? Or proved that he have been stalking me for 8 years! I nearly couldn't recognise him. Took me 5-10 seconds and some hints before i could remember. Guess what is the 1st thing he said to me? "Erm. You still with that Ah Lian arh?" I was like "WTF". Someone actually still remembered that i was once a "lesbian" back in primary school days. Thinking back i still do miss her. Still remember vividly her sweet smile, her warmth, her care and concern. Still remembered calling her angel cause her name was Angela. Yes. She is my Ah Lian looking angel. Ha. And she called me Diamond. Lol. So Different from Crystal. That is what i always tell her. And she assured me that I'm as precious as a diamond to her. Wonder how she is now. I lose contact with her ever since i retained in Secondary 3. Such a pity. Dear girl. If you happened to pop by my blog. Just to let you know that i miss you alot. Thou i promised my mum to turn straight. I did try. But after what that jerk did to me. I think being a lesbian would be a much better choice. I don't know either. Maybe i have yet to meet my better other half. I though i met him. But he left without a word. Left me crying alone as i saw he leaving. The pain came back. Luckily i have only met him for three times. Otherwise i think it would hurt more than what that jerk did unto me. I miss you girl. But i miss ZM even more. Sigh.
