Sunday, September 6, 2009 Y 9:25 AM
Grandma collapse and is in a very critical condition now. Heart attack, Internal bleeding, High Glucose Level, Low Blood Count, And many more shit! It was stabilised at 1.30 pm and we decided to go home and have a quick shower before going back down to the hospital. Just as i reach home, received a call from that grandma is in a very critical condition. and is only breathing at 18BPM. Rushed down and reach TTSH at 2.30. Cried as i accompany my grandma through the last few minutes of her life. Yes. She passed away on 060909 at 0249. Cried even worst after that. Waited while the nurse cleansed the body. Then collect the body from the mortuary. When i see her face again. Tears rolled down my cheeks. For once in the past 2 years since i left FCBC. I prayed in tongues! And in a very natural way. Thanks to my other relative who allowed me to have that one minute alone with her. I guess it was GOD telling me that. Grandma suffered long enough. I don't know what to do right now. Going for SongKa for the next few days. And YES. I lost all(if not most) my confidence to be a nurse.
Till Then. Cya.
