Wednesday, December 30, 2009 Y 12:44 AM
I guess life isnt on my side. 1st, The death of people close to my heart. 2nd, The breakup. If Anyone think i'm happy about it. Think again. The tears that rolled down my cheeks every single night. Yes. I do miss him. But i don't want to be with him. Hoping that it can make him grow up. Then i Lost my whole Individual Written Assignment! And now. WHERE THE HELL IS MY DRIVING PRACTICAL BOOK!! i GOT 3 LESSONS TOMORROW, 2 LESSONS THE DAY AFTER. AM I GOING TO CANCEL 5 LESSONS AND GET $300 THROWN AWAY JUST LIKE THAT?? Im going crazy. No one understands me. I guess i dont understand myself either. On a roller coaster ride but this time. Its never gonig to be easy. NEVER!