Guess what? I got ZERO/40 for 2 of my ICAs. Happy or sad? My mind is in a whirl now. How i wish i can turn back time. I wouldn't have brought him to my mum's shop. It seems that my mum do not like him. Or is it just not at the right place. IDK. My confidence level once again hit rock bottom. It sure did. EMOed all the way back home. Then cried silently. He isn't there for me. Tears rolled down my cheeks as i made the 1st step into home. A place where i could cry my heart out without anyone seeing. ITS COMPLICATED. If i were to choose between you and my family. It is sure that my family will come first. I always believed in "You couldn't choose your parents but you could choose your friends" No matter what. They are still my parents.

LET GO OF THE HANDS OF YOUR LOVE BUT DON'T LET GO OF GODS HAND FOR HE MAYBE HOLDING YOUR LOVE ON HIS OTHER HAND TO LET YOU HOLD EACH OTHER AGAIN=).

I lose confidence. Both at studies and at relationship. I can feel your love and you knew that i feel the same way towards you. The only way we can be together is to try and let my parents accept you. My Little bro seems to like you. IDK WHAT TO DO NEXT! Kept replaying the same song that i previously put in my blog. Cause i lost all my confidence. Looking at that little pink crocodile. I saw you, your care and your love. Do you see it in that care bear that i left with you?

Lyrics | Taylor Swift lyrics