I dont understand and i dont wish to understand.. Life is simply too complicated for me now.. Everything i See, Say and Do is wrong.. Everything the others See, Say and Do is correct.. Why aint things going the way i want it to be? Why?? Is my decision making Really that poor?? Feel like shutting myself alone.. At home.. Out of this world. I cant take it anymore. Im going crazy!! Please dont wait till the time i go bonkers and start screaming.. Please stop testing my patience. ARGHS!!!!